What does it take to have a lover who is a soldier?

They say that they don’t say it,
But they mean it,
From the core of their heart.
They say that they don’t show,
But they care for you,
And plan to keep you apart.
I know, his eyes say that,
I feel it in his touch,
But it is overpowered by what he has in his uniform.
My explanations might not be the justified ones, but they do exist.
The one in uniform, salutes,
And to me conveys- “I’ll return”
I sit at home and wait, and pray for his adjourn,
To get a glimpse of him, miles I can run.
The uncertainty of the certainty of his love fades,
When he doesn’t say that he loves!
Though obvious, but I like it the most when it comes, from his lips to my ears,
from his heart to mine.
I understand how bound you are, with multiroles to play,
Don’t fore-grant me,
Don’t keep me at bay.

I long to be a part of you,
To cherish you all the way, in me,
In my memories that would live with me in my smiles,
Not in the foul pain that flows when I cry.
When would you know its important to show,
Its important for the other to know,
That you exist, that you care, not just
For today but the coming days a well.
I don’t wish to see you drowning with me,
Saving someone who would love you,
But miss me when I am not there,
Keep it in mind, wherever I be
I pray or your smiles and your safety.
May you be blessed with the best,
With someone who’ll be all you never need, ever needed,
May you grow with blossoms afresh!
Maintaining all sanctitites.
I hope you red my eyes reading you,And waiting to see your glimpse.
How lovingly I would love to see you,
Prospering and living in peace,
Without me by your side.
Authentic is my feel, warmly felt for you,
I cherish the moments you were with me,
Though you’ll always be,
May god fulfill all your wishes,
May all your dreams be true,
May you be sheltered from all disguise.